"The world is changed. I feel it in the water. I feel it in the earth. I smell it in the air. Much that once was is lost, for none now live who remember it."



I don't understand men. They're so... weird! Grrrr
Why they can't be, when they're needed? Why there's too many of them, when I want to be alone?! WHY THE FUCK?! :/

Life is beautiful! Really. I feel like I was dancing on the clouds and wind... hahahah

But I'm a bit scared because of exams... Only 1 month... it's not too much... but I don't care. I believe that everything will be ok




"Budinas bardon
Clouos canenti
Anuanon anmaruon,
Cauaron colliton,
Adio- biuotutas -robirtont
Uolin cridili
Are rilotuten atrilas"
(Eluveitie - Slania's Song)

Hm... Life is strange... Really strange... And sometimes shit happens :/ But maybe it's just a normal part of life... Maybe...

Last night the Moon was beautiful, cause it was the full moon. This cold, white light is what I like the most. It calmes me down. I like just to stay outside and watch it, even in winter. Or maybe especially in winter, cause then the Moon is bigger than in the summer
Sometimes I like to talk to Moon... it's the only way to understand some things in my life. And although it can't answer me, I feel some kind of soul-connection. Maybe it sounds strange, but it's just what I feel. And now you're probably thinking "How is it possible? She must be crazy!" So... I may be crazy or... just romantic. Generally, I don't care, cause it's quite similar I think romantism is some kind of madness, because, if it isn't, it means I'm crazy
So... maybe I am...?

"Emptyness, nothingness is burning a hole inside me..."

Sometimes it's hard to be happy. Sometimes life seems to be a punishment for something. Sometimes your path meanders like a river and deep current pulls you to the bottom. So where is the branch, which I could seize? Where is my last hope?